Undeserving

I never thought from this love
That I would feel such pain.
You promised never to hurt me,
But I felt much more than pain.

If you ever do leave me;
I you'll be the only one who will get a second chance.

I believe you deserve better;
You could have a girl who isn't a wreck;
You could have a girl who isn't scarred from blades and lonliness;
You could have a girl who you could actually hold in your arms and kiss;

I'm none of those things, yet you still chose me.
I don't understand anything anymore.

I'm sorry I love you